Pain and disapointment. That was the definition of todays run. I can't have runs like this if I want to acomplish great things. As we ran up this killer hill it hit me, and the mental negative thoughts that I have been holding in for the past couple weeks. This really hit me and for the first time I wasn't able to fight back. I gave up.
I have been really soul searching the past couple of weeks just to find out who I am and started to read a book called "Mans search for meaning". This man went to mutiple concetration camps and went through heck and back. I have really been looking at my life and have been wondering what I can do to fight through and be as strong as him. The hardest thing for me that I need to overcome is the pressure of life and the pain I face daily with running. The mental pain is always gonna be there so its how I deal with it for now on. This was the last crappy run of the season!
Postive:
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Life is %10 of what happens to you and %90 on how you respond.
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I now know what I need to do to become great.
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Back with the team for another busy week
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SMILE
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